Good Times and Bad Times

http://www.alansondheim.org/backthen.mp4
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23:23:20.779327: check_point(GoodTime: INBOX)
23:23:20.779338: Chk changes(1) x since_last_input(25) (=25) >= freq(12) x
30/1 (=360) ? No
23:23:20.779345: or since_1st_change(56) >= tm(840) &&
since_last_input >= 10 ? No
23:23:20.779368: ****** new mail returning -1 ******
23:23:30.583828: New_mail_count zeroed
23:23:30.583856: new mail called (force=0 VeryBad flags=0x7)
23:23:30.583870: INBOX: force=0 interval=150 exp_reap_to=300
adj_idle_to=540
23:23:30.583877: since_last_ping=67 since_last_reap=67
23:23:30.583885: check_point(VeryBadTime: INBOX)
23:23:30.583894: Chk changes(1) x since_last_input(0) (=0) >= freq(48) x
30/1 (=1440) ? No
23:23:30.583902: or since_1st_change(66) >= tm(2520) &&
since_last_input >= 10 ? No
23:23:30.583910: ****** new mail returning -1 ******

returning -1 which is no return at all
the gift has disappeared
time rubs skin raw and the new york woman has disappeared
i was never a gift and i am disappearing
i am disappearing back then and disappearing now
and now you know i am disappearing
and now you know i am minus one