tomorrow will be my last post, yes? as the residency has ended, and this is denouement. so oud for your enjoyment. I'll give out URLs tomorrow for continuation of everything elsewhere. thanks for everything, Eyebeam!!!
honestythe only thing i can really say in favor of my work is that i try to beabsolutely honest. this doesn't mean things aren't hidden; there arethings i curse myself for daily, hourly, that remain in the dark, that itry to subvert, repress, rescind. but what is said is the truth as i findit, which of course is no truth at all. i am a brilliant musician forexample by virtue of being a fraud; i am a selfish friend and loverperhaps, always on the mend, emending, making amends. i believe others maybe the same, feel the same, scratch away at similar surfaces; for example,celine was braver than i, perhaps vile to a greater degree. i know where istand; like other deluded people, perhaps, if i am so, i revel in my mind,in the dismal horizon of future discovery which will never come, butalways seems just within reach. if at this point i am a menace to others,